I don't know how I would do if I were to move ( Read more... )

has come and gone.
last weekend was loaded.

more of a crash and burn.
for the little fulfillment there was.
There was a ton more rejection.
hardcore rejection
from everyone.
all at once.
That was one of my lowest moments.

people are so funny.
and combustible
especially me.

I have been getting riled up so much lately ( Read more... )

This has been a huge eventful weekend.
Changes.
Routines.
Work.
Everything.
I don't know where things are going.
Things sicken me.
It's a life of lies.

sometimes.
But this is negative and i cant think like that.
So instead I will look forward to the times that I do have time.

right now!

I am so antsy!

I signed up for a class this fall ( Read more... )

a fantastic weekend ( Read more... )

I got some fantastic news today
with the lawsuit I've been going through.

I've been stressing and praying
for quite some time now.

And we got some great news today.
Hopefully all will work out.

There's an end in sight.
I feel a lot better just knowing this.
Such a relief!

In fact, this might even be better than what I was praying for.

with the ups and down, it's more of a downdate...

this is so draining.
painful,
and discouraging.

How much help can i give when it's dragged me down with it?
I'm so exhausted from this.