i had...
a fantastic weekend.
Thanks to my long lost friend Kandis.
it was so wonderful to hang out with her.
I've missed everyone so much.
It's sad that things are going the way they are.
It's sad that things are happier.
It's sad that things are better.
It's sad that things are changing.
It's sad that things are now distant.
It's so sad that it's this way.
I haven't been able to eat. I'm hungry but I'm not.
I've been averaging a meal a day.
Putting food in front of myself.
eating it and feeling sicker.
but still eating it.
i have to stay well for my kid.
So I finally figured out why I've been soo frustrated.
I'm angry. Subjected to bull shit ridicule.
No, it was never love.
And I have to come to terms with it and move on.
Thanks to my long lost friend Kandis.
it was so wonderful to hang out with her.
I've missed everyone so much.
It's sad that things are going the way they are.
It's sad that things are happier.
It's sad that things are better.
It's sad that things are changing.
It's sad that things are now distant.
It's so sad that it's this way.
I haven't been able to eat. I'm hungry but I'm not.
I've been averaging a meal a day.
Putting food in front of myself.
eating it and feeling sicker.
but still eating it.
i have to stay well for my kid.
So I finally figured out why I've been soo frustrated.
I'm angry. Subjected to bull shit ridicule.
No, it was never love.
And I have to come to terms with it and move on.