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Random boy trouble
It's official i'm caught between a rock and a hard place as usual ( Read more... ) -
How should I feel?
I've now reached a stage in my life where I have no idea how to feel. It's bizarre. 3 bad things are happening right now and i'm just trying to get through them, pick up the pieces and move on ( Read more... ) -
Confused!
I hate being confused and it's started to get worse lately. This whole issue with Gordon and my love life is really knocking me for 6 ( Read more... ) -
What is Love?
This is a question I thought I knew the answer to. I'd always thought that love was when you cared for someone so much that you couldn't imagine not having them in your life, that you felt the urge to kiss and touch them constantly, that sometimes you could sit and not say anything and it felt right, when you talked about that person you became ( Read more... ) -
A year on...
Wow I just looked at this and decided it was maybe time to update. It's been nearly a year. How time flies ( Read more... ) -
Bad obsession
Don't you just hate it when you're obsessed with something that's so bad for you and you can't have it anyway? That's how i've been finding myself feeling for the past week ( Read more... ) -
sunshine, work and muse
I am v. excited. Eóin and I are going to see muse in November. Ok so it's like 4 months away and I have a tonne of stuff goin' on before then but I still can't wait. I am hoping it'll be a good gig. If they're crap I won't be happy ( Read more... ) -
Under the Weather (Just Like the World)
Don't you just hate it when everything goes wrong in one day? Today was one of those days anything that could go wrong went wrong. One thing set me off and I just cried for everything that's been upsetting me lately. I wish I had the strength and courage to tell people things I want to say but I just can't ( Read more... ) -
Football and Money
Life has been so boring of late. I've been doin the usual - goin out, watching tv, sleeping, working blah blah. I'm hoping I get my full time contract this month as that means more money for me and that's something I could be doin with right now. I got told on Monday that we weren't looking for any more full time staff then an email comes out from ( Read more... ) -
Sanctuary
It's been a pretty depressing couple of days. First of all I went for a job that I wanted more than anything just now and I didn't get it. I am so gutted I can't even say. I just hope I can get my full time contract in work over the summer. It's better than nothing anyway ( Read more... )