Under the Weather (Just Like the World)
Don't you just hate it when everything goes wrong in one day? Today was one of those days anything that could go wrong went wrong. One thing set me off and I just cried for everything that's been upsetting me lately. I wish I had the strength and courage to tell people things I want to say but I just can't.
I hate being such a phaetic mess like I am at the minute. Still I have to tell myself it'll get better (well it can't get much worse). Uni is just getting to me like nothing else. I hate being in debt even if it is just student debt that plenty of people have but I never thought that would be. I had all these plans for myself and I haven't gotten anywhere with them. I thought I would be driving by now but well I can barely afford a train fare just now let alone a car. I'm even having to work full time and go to uni now. I could probably afford life on a part time wage but i'd be staying in the house from now till I graduate and i'm not willing to do that. I need my nights out with my friends heck it's what pulls me through just now.
The full time work will deffo be worth it through the summer. It'll give me something to do and so much extra money and it means I can still have time to sunbathe lol. Even though i'll be working around 50 hours a week it will be worth it for the money.
Still i'll live through this silly little phase. Guess I just need someone to cheer me up
I hate being such a phaetic mess like I am at the minute. Still I have to tell myself it'll get better (well it can't get much worse). Uni is just getting to me like nothing else. I hate being in debt even if it is just student debt that plenty of people have but I never thought that would be. I had all these plans for myself and I haven't gotten anywhere with them. I thought I would be driving by now but well I can barely afford a train fare just now let alone a car. I'm even having to work full time and go to uni now. I could probably afford life on a part time wage but i'd be staying in the house from now till I graduate and i'm not willing to do that. I need my nights out with my friends heck it's what pulls me through just now.
The full time work will deffo be worth it through the summer. It'll give me something to do and so much extra money and it means I can still have time to sunbathe lol. Even though i'll be working around 50 hours a week it will be worth it for the money.
Still i'll live through this silly little phase. Guess I just need someone to cheer me up