So after being up here since November I am moving back. It didn't work out with Jonathan and me. Well kinda. We still are like a semi-couple. We have Alex together and when we are wtih each other we still act like we are together. But we are single. It's complicated. Alexander is now almost 9 months old! He is 19 pounds and 1 ounce. He is just ( Read more... )

So alot of stuff has happened since my last entry. I finally had my baby on 09/09/09! He was a week late because he was just so comfy where he was. He was 7 pounds 12 oz. Now he is 15 pounds! We moved to SC in November and got a nice apartment that we are still currently arranging. Alex had his first Thanksgiving with Jon's family at his great- ( Read more... )

IT'S A BOY!!!!!!!!!!

PLEASE GO LOOK AT MY BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY'S SONOGRAM VIDEO!!! YOU CAN SEE HIM WAVE AT YOU AT 1:08!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_0k6FPJvH70&feature=channel_page

Ok so I work at CompUSA and it is absolutely horrible. It's so funny I say that because I love everyone, well almost everyone, there and the customers are really awesome. The standing for long periods is doing hell on my body, and my baby, and the not being able to have food and drink at my register is also hell since I get really nauseas when I ( Read more... )

Well I'm back from my trip to Europe. Despite alot of bullshit that happened here while I was gone, I did manage to have a great time ( Read more... )

I can not be happy all the fucking time. Sorry if I upset you today. God forbid I try my damndest all the time to make sure you are happy with me and I just get irritated with the lack of reciprocation. You really don't even notice.

Jon's back! After weird convos on the phone while he drives stupidly nonstop here he is finally here!

is MY treasure ( Read more... )

I am life which wills to live, and I exist in the midst of life which wills to live"....Just as in my own will-to-live there is a yearning for more life, and for that mysterious exaltation of the will which is called pleasure, and terror in face of annihilation and that injury to the will-to-live which is called pain; so the same obtains in all the ( Read more... )

This story is about my dog, Snoop:


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