I fall head over heels for someone. It ends with us rarely talking. Everytime. Bryce Zac Cody Coon JOSIAH Roger and i have a feeling, just a hunch, that it'll be the same with me and Frederick. I get it set in my head how perfect the relationship is and that it will always be the same and then things change and i cant help but think it'll go back ( Read more... )

sitting in my house everyday literally, doing nothing but listening to music, stareing off into space, today has been quite good so far. Its Friday so it could be better but im not going to get picky ( Read more... )

Monday night i got a ride out to Monicas in Detroit. Then we decided we wanted to get wasted in Ovid so i took all my money and used it for gas to get to Jons. We went to Billy's place, i think. Drank a little with him and two chicks. Then we went back to Jons because Nathan was waiting for us. Then we got wasted. Monica broke up with Jesse and got ( Read more... )

Well, for the first time in a week, i drank. Last night, Fredrick and I crashed at the hut. We got drunk and smoked pot. All in all, it was an okay night ( Read more... )

I have been doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING lately. I havent drank in over a week. Which doesnt suck as bad as i thought it would. Im poor as hell, as always. Which blows huge ass. Im seeing less and less of people as the days go by. Fredrick and Alex. Thats who i spend all my time with. And Goschke's here almost everyday after school. Thats about it ( Read more... )

If you say i cant trust you around her then why should i be able to trust you around anyone? You told me you wouldnt drink or smoke weed without me. I didnt even ask you to do that. Yet, saturday you are drinking without me. So your word means nothing. And i cant trust you. AMAZING. I see this lasting long. But i've decided that instead of worrying ( Read more... )

So my face is full of metal. I LOVE IT!!! I got both sides of my lip done and my monroe done. UP NEXT... a heart tattoo on my wrist and lots of metal in my ears. I want more tattoos but im not sure exactly what i want yet ( Read more... )

Yeah? Friends dont only talk to you when they're drunk. Friends dont steal your shit and then let their girlfriends where it. Friends dont talk shit about you in their livejournals. Friends dont stop hanging out with you for absolutely no reason at all. Im sorry for being a bitch to you, but dont act like you care about me. Thats if you even ( Read more... )

I dropped out of college before it even started. Fuck school. I dont even want to go. I enjoy drinking and being lazy. Work is slowing down which means less money but more of doing nothing. And for the most part, i enjoy it. Im moving into "the hut" at the end of this month with Timmy and Fredrick. Alex will be moving there in January ( Read more... )

Okay. Once i get my college schedule figured out. I would like to make a trip to Canada. Sarah, could i still stay at Rawb's house or are you guys fighting or anything. If i cant, is there anywhere else i can stay. Im not sure who will be coming along but i REALLY want to fuckin go. Its been WWWWAAAAYYYY too fuckin long. I really hope to figure ( Read more... )