And since i never do what i say im going to do...
I dropped out of college before it even started. Fuck school. I dont even want to go. I enjoy drinking and being lazy. Work is slowing down which means less money but more of doing nothing. And for the most part, i enjoy it. Im moving into "the hut" at the end of this month with Timmy and Fredrick. Alex will be moving there in January.
On another note, i've been kind of, i dont know, down lately. I tend to doubt the things i think are good in my life. I just cant believe that after all i've done to him, he'd even want to be with me. I went back and forth between him and coon like 5 times. I lied, well changed my mind, a lot. And in the end, basically fucked him over. He came back from Grand Rapids, went to jail (which couldnt have come at a worse time because i did some dumb shit with this one guy) and we've been together every single day since hes been out. Hes amazing. Sometimes i cant stand him cause hes an asshole and he fucks with me a lot. But overall, i think i'd die without this kid. He makes me giggle times a million. Hes pretty much my favorite person in the world. But like i said, i doubt things like this constantly. It will end. So i'll enjoy it while it lasts. And make every single day mean something. And i suppose, i'll always have the memories.
Sarah and Rawb came to Michigan but since Monica and Ashley dont hang out with me anymore, i wasnt included in the plans. I did, however, get to see them for a few. I wish i could have spent more time with them. And i also wish i could visit with the rest of the Canadians.
I also discovered that ex boyfriends have sweatshirt stealing fetishes which is really fuckin sweet. So i'd just like to say thanks. Thats real badass.
Im done, for now.
On another note, i've been kind of, i dont know, down lately. I tend to doubt the things i think are good in my life. I just cant believe that after all i've done to him, he'd even want to be with me. I went back and forth between him and coon like 5 times. I lied, well changed my mind, a lot. And in the end, basically fucked him over. He came back from Grand Rapids, went to jail (which couldnt have come at a worse time because i did some dumb shit with this one guy) and we've been together every single day since hes been out. Hes amazing. Sometimes i cant stand him cause hes an asshole and he fucks with me a lot. But overall, i think i'd die without this kid. He makes me giggle times a million. Hes pretty much my favorite person in the world. But like i said, i doubt things like this constantly. It will end. So i'll enjoy it while it lasts. And make every single day mean something. And i suppose, i'll always have the memories.
Sarah and Rawb came to Michigan but since Monica and Ashley dont hang out with me anymore, i wasnt included in the plans. I did, however, get to see them for a few. I wish i could have spent more time with them. And i also wish i could visit with the rest of the Canadians.
I also discovered that ex boyfriends have sweatshirt stealing fetishes which is really fuckin sweet. So i'd just like to say thanks. Thats real badass.
Im done, for now.