I wake just to feel awake. as the daylight comes around I turn. with my eyes on the back door ( Read more... )

The weekend in a ahort list ( Read more... )

it figures that as soon as I chill out and just let everything slide everyone else gets all freaked out. everyone seems so on edge lately ( Read more... )

I'm not so sure if anyone reads this anymore, but that's ok. I'm gonna update anyway. things are going fantastic. I'm in a good mood pretty much all the time. school is going pretty well. I feel like I'm losing weight. that may not be true. but I think I am. so that's enough to keep it going. my facial hair seems to be getting a little restless. I ( Read more... )

The pieces are on the table now all I have to do is put the fuckin puzzle together. No big deal. Goals ( Read more... )

I'm in a fantastic mood lately. I feel loved.

love me!!!!

yess! \o/

So the last few weeks have been interesting at best. Im in one of those generally very happy moods but they have the tendency of changing withing seconds and without major instigation. Its white with shades of gray. Saturday I went to Petes and just hung out there. Havent played card games in a while so that was alright. Sunday went up to Hinsdale ( Read more... )

Great weekends worth of parties. Much in part to Mr. Andrew Chong Moore. Im almost scared to see that after results of his house this morning. New years was great. Seen as last year at my house we didnt even watch the ball drop. I just love being with my real friends. Save Pete Rizzo cuz he unfortunately couldnt attend through no fault of his own. ( Read more... )

I never thought I'd miss someone this much in my life. and I had so much control over it I can't believe. should I have worried so much about it? I could have just had sex with her and moved on in the relationship. is it wrong to want a solid relationship before moving to fucking? I wanted that, and I may have misinterpreted that much. I liked that ( Read more... )

I'm a critic. and usually one of the worst kind.