and will you still taste so sweet, I'm not scared anymore...
I never thought I'd miss someone this much in my life. and I had so much control over it I can't believe. should I have worried so much about it? I could have just had sex with her and moved on in the relationship. is it wrong to want a solid relationship before moving to fucking? I wanted that, and I may have misinterpreted that much. I liked that girl so much and to not have it anymore, not have that feeling satisfaction with having her around. maybe that's why I'm so bitter toward everyone. its really ashame how I'm so jealous and angry with most people. I can't control how I feel from time to time and its because of her. its great that I felt so strongly for someone, but its horrible that I'm so sexually inexperienced that it held me from being everything she wanted...