Today was alright I guess. I was really tired and stressed today. It's starting to worry me when I'm so tired like I was today, because I can't focus. I had a left over protein bar that I was going to eat in mod 4/5 because I needed the energy, even if its 210 calories. It was smooshed and I didn't want it. So I ate one just now, although I don't ( Read more... )

Today should be a good day. *Should*. We hope, ha ha. I'm supposed to go to the skate park with Jason, Nikky (maybe), Matt, Allie, and I don't know who else. It's customer appreciation day, so it's totally free. Yes ( Read more... )

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998


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So, I'm down to 103. I weighed myself when I got home. I'm glad though, because now I feel like I'm accomplishing something along with being motivated to eat as little dinner as possible. I don't know what we're having, but tomorrow is pizza night, so the skate park would REALLY benefit me. I might even be able to fast for 24 hours tomorrow if we ( Read more... )

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Well, a lot has happened since I wrote last. Me and Jason started going back out again on Saturday night, which makes me really happy. I'm glad we're back together, and I hope it lasts a while this time. I don't want to jinx it, though. I think Nikky's kinda pissed off about it, but I don't know what else to do. I really like Jason, and I know I ( Read more... )

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This is really frustrating. Yesterday I was so motivated...I fasted for a whole 24 hours. I haven't done that since August. Now last night I binged on like 6 chewy bars, and way too much dinner. WAY too much. Now today, I had a mint chocolate candy bar that I bought from Katie to support International club, and that alone was 320 calories. I had ( Read more... )

24 hour fast, baby. Last time I ate was yesterday at around 3:30-4 o'clock. I realized that this morning, that if I wanted to 24 hour fast for today, I just didn't have to eat until my dad got home. There's about 45 minutes left in that, and I'm going perfectly strong. Not feeling weak, dizzy, or anything. The food cravings are bothering me, but I' ( Read more... )

The Used-"Hard To Say"

The singer finished singing
And she's walking out
The singer sheds a tear, fear of falling out

And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried

It's hard to say that I was wrong
Its hard to say that I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the sameMy worries weigh the world ( Read more... )