In a former life, I was definitely a plant. Today is the first beautiful day of the year and I feel like lying outside and photosynthesizing until my skin turns green ( Read more... )

Today, I fixed my bass all by myself. I cut wires and I soddered metal! I know that sounds kind of silly or minor. But it's a really big deal to me ( Read more... )

I just wrote a great entry and it got erased. I will try to reconstruct but I'm kind of annoyed at what just happened ( Read more... )

I never really write my serious feelings or thoughts on this thing. I usually keep an old fashioned paper journal, which I've done for years. However, not too long ago, someone...i won't say who, but someone read my private paper journal without my permission and used the information therein against me. Since then i have had journal writer's block ( Read more... )

I just realized that i'm entering a bizarre stage in my life. Inside, mentally, I feel twelve years old. A child, still wanting to draw with crayons, stay in bed on rainy days, and eat icecream for dinner. But on the outside, I'm a college graduate with multiple degrees. I have a full time, nine to five job. I live in highland park in orthodox ( Read more... )

Today I realized the moments in my life that make me the happiest. Now, this is going to sound like a Hallmark card or something you'd read on the placemat at the Edison diner. But I realized that what makes me happiest in life, and what feels as good as any drug I can imagine, is when I make another person, genuinely, laugh ( Read more... )

I am going to stop being so cynical about the internet and interpersonal connections and relationships.

haha, me not being cynical... this will last a while....

yea right.

So today is 05.05.05, cinqo de mayo. I know I should be happy, hell, I've had enough margaritas today. But it seems that everything has been getting me down ( Read more... )

define irony ( Read more... )

Perhaps it is a sign of my predicament that I haven't written in here in so long. Entries are spotty. And this is because my energies are divided elsewhere. Where is this energy is expended....a war between sociality and intellectual endeavors ( Read more... )