i figured i would keep things constant and resurface from a two year hiatus with some nonsense about how maybe i will post again before two years or up or tell you about some random "thoughts" i had. i am taking a long trip this year and am thinking about bringing this beast back. part of me is also thinking about bringing back the blog i had to ( Read more... )

in the last 2 weeks one of my ex-boyfriends got married, the other one had a child with his wife. it makes me think "what if...." but then i quickly remember that i want to travel more, retire at 50 and never be bound by something or someone that would ever make me stop doing something that i want to do. maybe i am selfish, maybe i am fucking ( Read more... )

i don't know if anyone reads these things anymore. i guess the last few weeks have jarred a lot of emotion out of me, and this was always somewhere safe for me to go. so, 10 years later i find myself retreating to my safe journal hidden in the world of lost sentences and missing hash tags ( Read more... )

i went to my crossfit evaluation today, and completely had my ass handed to me. i met danny v (manager) and we talked about crossfit, why i was interested in training there and what some of my goal were. i filled out my waiver (of course) and then we hit the mats. the tour was quick (large industrial space, rubber floors, medicine balls, ( Read more... )

i might be back, i might not.....i do this every year. another year goes by, realize i've lost track of cataloging my life and think back and wonder if i lost the significance of the moment by not writing about it. if the moment is lost, maybe it wasn't meant to be saved, or maybe i have become lazy in my old age. either way, i am writing now. who ( Read more... )

went to see brand new at URI last thursday night - sick show, they opened with welcome to bangkok with 2 sets of drums, 4 guitars and a bass - needless to say it was fucking insane! overall the show was great musically, it seemed that jesse was pretty fucked up cause he mumbled....a lot. unfortunately the crowd was sub par and had little emotion or ( Read more... )

i have fallen in love with a bike. a limited edition cruiser by james perse......


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bad me, not posting like i said i would. i feel busy, but when i look back at the last 6 weeks i can't say i did anything significant. adam was here last weekend, yes, the same adam from way back. i don't know what will or won't happen there. right now it just seems to be working on this heightened level of hookup, so i'll ride this wave into the ( Read more... )

my roommate is stuck in spain - i am bored
there was an earthquake in costa rica - great timing!
i have to shop for a 1 year old - i do not want kids anytime soon
i think i need a haircut bad - i am shaggy as shit

.......nonsense, i need to get my ass motivated.

costa rica here i come, trip is all planned out, booking it next thursday (payday)...then it's off to the CR in 5 months....woooot! i'm psyched, i've never really been interested in traveling to central/south america, but this trip sounds too good to pass up ( Read more... )