May 30, 2014 21:40
i figured i would keep things constant and resurface from a two year hiatus with some nonsense about how maybe i will post again before two years or up or tell you about some random "thoughts" i had. i am taking a long trip this year and am thinking about bringing this beast back. part of me is also thinking about bringing back the blog i had to use for my social media courses in grad school, it seems livejournal has gone to the birds.
i remember when livejournal was the shit, i mean people were like killing friends to get codes to signup for their own livehjournal. maybe i was on the edge of something cool back in the day, this also makes me wonder if i was a "hipster" before their were hipsters. like maybe i was in this genre of douchy youth awesomeness who thought we were rebelling with our youth large t-shirt and emo music, maybe i was part of the beginning of this trend of total asshole kids who i just want to kick in the face. or maybe i was part of nothing, and like everyone else in this world i just sensationalize anything that makes me or my life seem more interesting.
i a random side comment, if i ever end up on the news, or in jail, or on nancy grace they are for sure going to find this journal and rip apart even the smallest things i have said. they will look into my brooding posts about love and boys and wonder what went so wrong, and then all those drunken stories which make me sound like a delinquent. good thing in general i am pretty boring and overall never see myself doing anything that will make national headlines.
it's weird how naturally the words flow when you are pretty sure none of your old livejournal friends remembers this thing exists, and it's not an active hyperlink on your AIM profile which you also no longer use. well, time to go to bed because i am old and this is what happens to old people.