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i move into my new place tomorrow.
im kinda excited.
lots of things are going on.
ive been super busy and broke.
but things are about to get better i can feel it.

=not happy

so i got this laptop out at the library in hopes that i would focus a little better and get some of this work done...
but it isnt working..obviously.
i cant focus on anything....my mind is running in a million different directions at once and i just want to be in a cold room sleeping....

i feel like shit

i feel really numb lately.
which isn't like me
but im almost not complaining.

i actually had to force myself to cry on the way home tonight.
and that scared me but at the same time i loved it.

and the people i care a bout need to stop getting hurt...
i dont like that.

things were getting better.
then they just stopped.
and now i feel like shit

last night was fun..coulda been better.

i realized that things are gonna be ok
and that at this present moment i love my life.
i cant wait for summer
im gonna live it up and wear out every fucking minute of it...

i am so excited for life.

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