ok so it's officially monday but really still kinda sunday night. the weekend was great. i love bein' here with sara rob and chris, not to mention lexi, erik, and a bunch of others i love seein' down here. i fear a storm is gonna be brought to me the moment i get home. i hope that this week has strengthened me enough to weather it. jenny did not ( Read more... )

ok so it's been a few days since my last entry. sorry to all my fans...right. so i'm still in corvallis and loving it. it's so much more free. my best friends, i'm not around anyone i don't want to be. no chance of running to some one i don't want to. just great. though my girlfriend i'm pretty sure wants me back in portland...yet another reason i ( Read more... )

this entry is dedicated to my favorite and maybe a few others. my favorite is a girl named sara that i met working at g.i. joes senior year of highschool. and we went to osu together. anyways, there are many people that are important to me in my life but this girl has been a real friend to me. most of you know the shit i've been trying to figure ( Read more... )

ok so i know i promise a drunken entry but you'll have to settle for a buzzed entry. thats right i did not get as drunk as i had planned. although the day warrented it. but it's cool, i still got two days to make up for it... OH! and i'm pissed just for the record that Chris and rob weren't here!!!! (stubby whore, pita tosser) i would've been ( Read more... )

something made me think that staying away from my family for one day would maybe relieve some of this stress i have been handling. nah. today i was messaged by a girl that i was with for a long time back senior year of highschool and part of freshman year at osu. this girl is the only person that i have ever really loved. differently than family or ( Read more... )

i got up today and my dad asked me if i want to go get breakfast with him i said sure. i realized how nieve i can be assuming that me and my father could sit down to a meal without him talking about whats wrong with me and the airforce. other than that last night was alright i was gettin' a little bit of cabin fever so i went to the bowling alley ( Read more... )

not a great day for a first entry, spent the majority talking to people i didn't want to talk to like debtors, college loan people, my ex (that was a fun one). i had to take a time out that lasted about an hour. i just layed down on the ground shut everything off and tried not to have a mental breakdown. so basically i either have to come up with ( Read more... )