swear to god if i accidently delete one more of these entries...

[xridesouthx]

ok so it's officially monday but really still kinda sunday night. the weekend was great. i love bein' here with sara rob and chris, not to mention lexi, erik, and a bunch of others i love seein' down here. i fear a storm is gonna be brought to me the moment i get home. i hope that this week has strengthened me enough to weather it. jenny did not come down this weekend. which i think she and i were equally bummed out about. regardless though, new insights makes the persuit of her impossible. needless to say i am a little more than broke about it. she's a beautiful girl. i don't mind not know everything that is gonna happen to me... but it would be nice to know one or two things...

"wish i could wait, till i hit the ground harder...wait to hear her heart beat faster...wait to taste her flavor, and maybe i could savor every last drop"