Just a quick post today....I should be doing tons of stuff but I am sooooo lethargic. It's 1:45 pm and I got up 15 minutes ago. I have *never done this in my life*. Okay, in my defense, I arrived from Edmonton this morning at 2 am....plus with the time zone change, it feels like it's only 11:45 for me....I should be getting ready for lunch! I want ( Read more... )

So I woke up this morning with the strange notion that I'm not going to die. There is still a not in my stomach, but it sits further and its so small that it just feels like my normal anxiety again. I should mention that I'm comparing it to the size it was yesterday evening. I was having a pretty big panick attack, and I realized it happened mainly ( Read more... )

My life is spining around me like crazy lately....I'm desperately trying to find a haven in the eye of the storm. I'm exhausted from all that happened in the past two weeks. From March 11 to 17, I went with Raphael to Edmonton, to visit his sister. This was not a vacation...it was a visit. Let's not confuse the two. She has two children (10 month ( Read more... )

It's the beginning of the end for me and Raph living together. It will be so strange to leave behind this little nest I so carefully and lovingly created for us. It's even more wierd to leave him behind. In April, I will be living with Christiane, a special friend of mine. My friendship with Christiane was an unexpected but welcome event. The first ( Read more... )

In one day I did what I could never have done in one year: I cut my hair and booked a flight to Edmonton for the second week of March. That's right. Katrina cut her hair and is taking one week vacation. Holy Shite. ( Read more... )