So now that I've come to the conclusion that my life is pretty grand without the presence of boys, I've also accepted somethings. Yesterday made me realize who is being themselves and who isn't. I do believe that the little flirtation period between Lindsey and I is now over. I don't want to be bothered with him. He's nothing more than a waste of ( Read more... )

Just awakening from the most energizing sleep! I love staying at my Grams house. Well anyways the momen Iwoke up fully te question arose in my head. Where has my head been for the pas couple of days! I am not boy crazy, I am not obsessed with not being single either. These last few journal entries have been where my poor head was. Thankfully though ( Read more... )

Last night I had a sorta date...it was in my driveway but it was still a date, I think. Well anyways his name is Trishtan and wow he's hot! We talked for a long time, played around with eachother. The usual he under estimated my strength so I had to prove him wrong ( Read more... )

Thanks to a community I've re-discovered my talent for poetry. Feeling quite inspired and empowered all at once. I don't know what to do with all this artistic energy that keeps flowing into me. I want to write a poem but I'm afraid I'll start and get writters block half way into it. I guess that's not really something to be afraid of. I should ( Read more... )

Well once again I sit here with insomnia. It's okay, I've grown accostome to it now. About maybe an hour ago Lindsey called me and said he was going to find his way over here to see me. I told him my two things for tonight; I'm not drinking and I'm not leaving since he's been drinking. I think I'm becoming more and more appreciative of my life. As ( Read more... )

yesterday turned out quite nicely I must say. I decided to leave the comfort of my home and actually go out and pretty much stay out. I hung out with Sandra for a little while and since I was on this side of town I called Lindsey. And of course not to be disapointed, he came over to my Grandma's house and we just sat outside and talked, played ( Read more... )

Okay so something is terribly wrong with me. I can now sleep for as long as I like. Which is very unattractive to me. I do believe I may be sleeping to much. This is so beyond me because I could never sleep long and rarely did I ever get enough sleep. I'm proud of myself and yet at the same time a little worried. I can just lay and bed and drift to ( Read more... )

I don't want to be materalistic when I get older. I just want to live quietly without ignorence for once. Some where off in a studio apartment and nice paintings all over. That will probably never happen though ( Read more... )

Yeah I still hate Michigan. I thought I'd be happy when I came back. Uhhh no! It's cold and people here are so much different. I had so much fun though. I met the most awesome people. Well I know I'm not going to put every detail about everything that happened but I will sure try ( Read more... )

Well as you can see we haven't left yet. My Grampa decided to go to work last night and so we're not leaving until probably 12. I'm use to this, it happens every year ( Read more... )