Jul 08, 2004 09:37
Yeah I still hate Michigan. I thought I'd be happy when I came back. Uhhh no! It's cold and people here are so much different. I had so much fun though. I met the most awesome people. Well I know I'm not going to put every detail about everything that happened but I will sure try!
First off Gabriel has turned into someone that is from here and doesn't belong down there. He's stuck on himself and since I've grown and come to realize things bother me like I thought it would if I found out he had changed. Honestly I'm still not bothered by it.
The most important things that happened while I was there...I bought some kick ass weed! Haaa I took three hits and could feel it. Greeeaaattt!
I met a guy, oh was he H-A-W-T! His name is Darell and I had a nice time with him. We smoked together and he took really good care of me too. I really didn't have to do anything when I was with him. I got his number and he has mine. But I also have a picture of him!!! (i'm such a girl) I'm starting to realize how much I like everyone again. I'm no longer just going to date one race. I like everyone and there is no point in me limiting myself anymore.
I'm moving to Arkansas in December so that's the reason I've got people's numbers already. I'll have friends pretty much waiting on me.
Last night I went out with some people and I've come to the conclusion that I'm going to change my cell phone number. There's things that shouldn't be around me and there's things that I'm finally going to take charge of. I don't want myself around those type of people and if it makes me that uneasy then, I'm not going to keep things the way that they are. I have a better sense of self love that what they are expecting.
One of the people though was really nice and he put his phone number in my phone. I haven't figured out if I'll call him once I get the new number or not so...That's to be discussed before I do anything.
Last night just made me realize how much I hate coming out of my house. Ignorent people suck and I don't need any negatives around me.
Well as more memories come to me I'll post but until then....
Merry Part and Merry meet again