so long since i posted in this biotch ( Read more... )

i'm an idiot.
or maybe just some really bad karma.
note to self: charge phone so you can call spaz mom and tell her you are not laying on the side of the road dead.
was it worth it?...maybe.
will i no longer have a life...yes.

if i don't pick up my cell it's nothing personal..i am just on lock down =]

A warrant charging Metzger was issued Tuesday by the Calhoun County prosecutor's office and signed by District Court Magistrate David Barnes ( Read more... )

ugh i don't even know what to write ( Read more... )

my body is shutting down on me damn it all. seriously though my gym teacher is an asshole. i had to run for 30 min straight. my lungs just weren't made for that. i have to do the same thing tomorrow. idk, i can suck it up and go. i ran so much though i thought i was going to puke because i had nothing in me..i still have a headache and i ( Read more... )

let them all come at once ( Read more... )

someone slap me, my mom and i are getting along!  ..well it's more or less i put myself in her shoes.  the way i look at her life from her point of view..she lost her mom.  i mean it's one thing to loose a grandparent, as grandchildren we expect it sooner or later, but that's my mom's mom.  my friend ash's gpa just died.  i took her to see him on ( Read more... )

all in good time i will become an open book...just not right now ( Read more... )

so my cousin katie calls me last night, and one of the things she asked was, "so case, who you likin these days?" and for like the first time ever i could honestly say, "well....hmmmm....wow no one" crazy right? yeah yeah, at this exact moment i have no desire to have a boyfriend, nor a guy to even just hang out with. seems as though everytime ( Read more... )

i am so sick of death right now.  past two months, two deaths.  both non-accidental.  suicide and murder.  what is going on these days?  i find that as i get older death becomes much more common, although i tried to avoid it, it pops up every so often to make me think.  we are reading poetry right now, and one of the poems is "nothing gold can stay ( Read more... )