when people run in circles it's a very very ..mad world
so long since i posted in this biotch.
people have been angering me lately. i mean why else would i resort to my LJ come on now.
head games are retarded..i rather someone grow some balls and say what they need to and not ignore all their problems. i am done trying to be everyone's friend. i see that i am not appreciated by so many..i know this because it's 1:20 am and the only people who have took the time out to call me in the past two days have been sarah, lee, and brett..well shit matt actually called too but that doesn't count because he just hates the fact that i don't call him anymore so he randomly called. all people do these days are use other peopel. whether it's for a party place, sex, money...one only has a couple legitimate "friends". i am happy with the 5 i have.
i can't wait to get out of this town..but i will hate leaving it in the same sense. i am a person who hates change...yet i see now that i need a change. a change of enviroment..people..guys. guys are all fucking whores and don't ever think differently. it's easier to come to cope with it now then get hurt in the long run. i am happy to break away from old habits ..old scenerios and move on. me and martine did meet some hot guys in the most random setting. they were playing road games with me on the way home from toledo..i went like 110 it was crazy..then followed us to morenci and we laughed about it. turns out they have a cottage in hillsdale and live by whitmore lake. not that i would ever consider being like yeah hot guys i'm in love..but it was just nice to see some NEW PEOPLE. so now i am just going to sit back and enjoy summer...and work..we all love work right?
i can't wait to go to the beach..road trips..flyleaf concert...battle creek trips...no school...oh so much to look forward to and so much bad shit i want to leave behind. so sad to think about how someone you considered a friend is really just an asshole ..well..whore. gosh needed to get that out...over it now =]
and with that said i am going to porch it up..by myself. gosh kelsey what happened to us!?
people have been angering me lately. i mean why else would i resort to my LJ come on now.
head games are retarded..i rather someone grow some balls and say what they need to and not ignore all their problems. i am done trying to be everyone's friend. i see that i am not appreciated by so many..i know this because it's 1:20 am and the only people who have took the time out to call me in the past two days have been sarah, lee, and brett..well shit matt actually called too but that doesn't count because he just hates the fact that i don't call him anymore so he randomly called. all people do these days are use other peopel. whether it's for a party place, sex, money...one only has a couple legitimate "friends". i am happy with the 5 i have.
i can't wait to get out of this town..but i will hate leaving it in the same sense. i am a person who hates change...yet i see now that i need a change. a change of enviroment..people..guys. guys are all fucking whores and don't ever think differently. it's easier to come to cope with it now then get hurt in the long run. i am happy to break away from old habits ..old scenerios and move on. me and martine did meet some hot guys in the most random setting. they were playing road games with me on the way home from toledo..i went like 110 it was crazy..then followed us to morenci and we laughed about it. turns out they have a cottage in hillsdale and live by whitmore lake. not that i would ever consider being like yeah hot guys i'm in love..but it was just nice to see some NEW PEOPLE. so now i am just going to sit back and enjoy summer...and work..we all love work right?
i can't wait to go to the beach..road trips..flyleaf concert...battle creek trips...no school...oh so much to look forward to and so much bad shit i want to leave behind. so sad to think about how someone you considered a friend is really just an asshole ..well..whore. gosh needed to get that out...over it now =]
and with that said i am going to porch it up..by myself. gosh kelsey what happened to us!?