as a person i am exceptionally flawed ( Read more... )

as a person i am exceptionally flawed ( Read more... )

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in all of my classes I got A's on the midterms and B's on the major research papers. Now its time to end it, and I don't know where I will wind up. time to play this game and switch off to morpheus

i find it harder and harder to post in this little "blog" of mine. i've been mulling over the idea of ending both this and my page on myspace. i think that im where i need to be. i feel alot better than i did last year, and for that spiritual/crazy aspect of my life that is always on the forefront of my daily existence, thats finally being healed. ( Read more... )

at 9:06 on thursday, the 14th of december in the year of our lord 2006, adam victor swaller sat at home watching the oc by himself. in silent contemplation he watched the new GAP commercial, wondering why popular rapper Common was such a douchebag. finding no answer to his immediate question, he settled down to write a third person narrative on ( Read more... )

its the 8th of december ( Read more... )

the worlds oceans are going to be barren by 2050. i give it till 2070-80. we are engaged in a perpetual war with no end, and only after 700,000 iraqis and god knows how many americans have died are we suffering a shift in our national paradigm. the situation isnt as easy as withdrawal, i fear that will ensure the pretty much inevitable maelstrom ( Read more... )

all of the sudden i have this really weird feeling. its new, but kind of similar to other feelings i've had. i guess its a cross between realizing how lame i am, thinking theres not enough time left to get some work i need to do, and i dont know. but its not all bad. its just kind of anxious.

it seems like all i do is sit around and decay.