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my last journal entry is pretty fucking hilarious. i imagine myself sitting in a corner with black make up running down my face because ive been crying so much. man, i can be really fucking lame.

i am alone. and there is no way for you to know how terrible that is.

COURT DATE TODAY! WHEE!

Fuck Failure to Appear notices that never get sent to your house. Why? They add 300 dollars to an infraction, this specific one being a 330 one. So, 660 dollars is on the line, and all that I have to show for it is exceptionally poor grammar skills. Hey, at least I spell the word right. Fags.

Oh, ontop of AIDS im thoroughly convinced that the world is going to end in the next few years. Well, not end. Just change in major ways. this includes the fundamental nature of humanity changing.

I think its going to start like this
Emergencies in America are going to stretch national aid to the limit. Thats the first step, I think.

No, seriously guys.
I have aids.
aids aids aids.

Man, fuck all of you guys ( Read more... )

i have aids.

THANKS INTERNET FRIENDS.

Shit has gotten out of hand and for the first time in awhile, I feel a genuine sense of despair welling up in me. I babble about supernatural shit, and think I'm always doomed. This semester is a bit different. I feel beyond alone, like a parody, hopeless. There arent any friends in my life that serve as mirrors anymore. I have no sense of who I am ( Read more... )

I dont believe in the assertion of ones spiritual beliefs ( Read more... )