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Shit has gotten out of hand and for the first time in awhile, I feel a genuine sense of despair welling up in me. I babble about supernatural shit, and think I'm always doomed. This semester is a bit different. I feel beyond alone, like a parody, hopeless. There arent any friends in my life that serve as mirrors anymore. I have no sense of who I am, because I'm so entwined in this bullshit self perception of me. I can feel myself loosing it and I just dont think that this time it will be alright.