Wow I aint been on livejournal in a while..just dropping in to say hi to everyone<3

hes just some boy ( Read more... )

hm yesterday was pretty fun i took some pictures:)hehe yeah an ray was over well i hope today clears up so when im at the yc it will be nice:D

hehe today was a ok day other than the fact i got lasers on my feet an fingers.. well. i woke up around 9:40 went downstairs an cleaned an went on the computer cuz my mom wasnt home.. then i took a shower an went to the doctors i have planters warts on my hands in feet an they hurt really bad well the doctor got this like lazer gun thingy put the ( Read more... )

i didnt want to tell james what i thought about him cuz i didnt think hed understand.. i dont know anything anymore... alas...i cried yesterday... alot... sometimes ill be sittin here an start crying an have to run outside.. its weird.... uhhh..... uhh its been weird .. rawjjer was in my drean yesterday nite someone he loved dearly died.. then he ( Read more... )

hmm im so happy James came online last nite.. i missed him ...*daydreaming* uhh but otherwise i had to wake up at 7 took a shower got dressed arrived at the skin doctor's at 830 was there till about 9 they told me i had pitiyuis rosae ..ok? he made me take off all my clothes for him*shivers* i felt weird..well he said i needed a blood test to see ( Read more... )

uhh i dont know what to write anymore ...lets see i woke up at 10 uhh ate an left to go to my dads uhh went shopping got in a fight with my dad an cried went shopping some more got in another fight with my dad an cried came home got in another fight with my dad an cried some more went on the computer an tried to act as if nothing happened... thats ( Read more... )

my heart is heavy an it hurts i dont know why its doing this feels like theres a string tied around it an someone is pulling it on the ground through the mudd my beautiful songs i wrote r lost forever the reason im starting to hate other people is because i hate myself.. i can count all the things that r wrong with me but thatd be a waste of time ( Read more... )

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