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i didnt want to tell james what i thought about him cuz i didnt think hed understand.. i dont know anything anymore... alas...i cried yesterday... alot... sometimes ill be sittin here an start crying an have to run outside.. its weird.... uhhh..... uhh its been weird .. rawjjer was in my drean yesterday nite someone he loved dearly died.. then he was in my drean last nite... it was all sunny an pretty an green an there was a pond an it was a pretty blue then... rawjjer died :(( ... the water turned brown an green an the leaves fell from the trees an died...... okie anyways i died my hair jet black its prettty..hehe Byebye<333333333333