Today.
August 12th, 2006.
Completely unforgettable.
The way I feel is unexplainable. I don't even think there are words that exist to describe how I feel.
This is a day I will never forget
Im confused as hell, and happy, yet incredibly confused.
Its phenomenal. But then its just a complete mental block in my head.
I dont know how to feel. I dont know how ( Read more... )

So Im going out with Alex Lindquist
I probably spelled his name wrong
But thats ok :)
<3 ( Read more... )

Back to no friends again. I'm beginning to accept the fact that some people will never grow up, and sometimes, boy's will always come before friends. Whatever. Friends aren't that fantastic anyways, they just make life more complicated for you. I've noticed alot lately, that sometimes I'll rant about all this shit that no one understands and ( Read more... )

Lovely lyrics ( Read more... )

Your eyes push shards of glass to mince my defenses
I never thought I'd feel this way - memories haunting every breath
It frightens me to know I can never be rid of you
After a year, you still stir something in me
The hate has faded but the disgust remains.
I recall when only warmth and acceptance filled your eyes.
If I could understand - what ( Read more... )

So I just recently got dumped. Yeah, not to happy about that. Its my fault though, I know better then to get my hopes up, Im not all that suitable for love, or it possibly could be the other way around. Meh, Im too young for "love" anways, I shouldn't worry about that shit now. Playing hard to get is fun, however, is hard as fuck when you care for ( Read more... )

Ive been having some madd bipolar lately, I dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. Jesus I keep snapping on people for no reason at all, I just randomly snap at them and get all depressed and bitchy. Ill be insanly happy then I get really madd or upset. Stupid mental disorders. People piss me off. Ugh ( Read more... )

I got a guitar for my birthday. :) Its a Gibson, and it is BEAUTIFUL. Im learning a new song on it that Nikki taught me. I love it so much. Ahh I was so excited it when I saw it. My mom got me it :). My dad's a bastard and didnt talk to me at all on my bday. Asshole. My mom might let me do ski club this year, and Im gonna snowboard. <3 Yay ( Read more... )

Im insanely happy. I finally got the red and lime green eye shadow Ive been wanting for a year, and pink eyeliner. Now all's I need is a snowboard and a guitar, and an endless supply of Carmello bars and my life will be complete. My Birthday is on Friday. :/ Lame.I hate birthdays. They always suck for me, something terrible always happens. Jamie ( Read more... )

Today was beat. Im gonna kill Mr.Anker. I hate him with a strong passion, his class is so pointless and a waste of time. Were drawing lines and doing some gothic stroke font alphabet. I told him it seems kind of childish since I was doing that kind of stuff in 1st grade, and I didnt see a point in doing, and he goes "bleh bleh bleh youll see why ( Read more... )