it's a Tuesday afternoon I'm at work I've got an hour and a half to go. Feeling down lately about my job, my boyfriend, my appearance, my life in general. Well let's begin by saying my job is boring there's not much about it that excites me I wish I had a better paying job with a day less and more benefits I make $410.00 a week here and I can ( Read more... )

Today friday my life feels like a mondane routine everyday the same thing .... My body feels heavy and tired .... I'm with a man i don't really trust ... A job that i hate and living in a small worthless room .... I feel like my life is amounting to nothing ... I'm even too tired. To finish this entry. Off i go.

I want my next post to be positive i really do i just want happiness again

Alot has changed since i last wrote on this dad died i had to move in with my sister failed "relationships" just alot of self loathing that i'm sick of ... But there's a but i have a job ... I passed the placement test at laguardia .. I have a boyfriend now .. Who i deeply love ... But yet again there's another but ... My insecurities are eating me ( Read more... )

yes so recent i have discovered a new me and quite frnkly i like it and finally i can be happier thats right i said it .... ahhhh life is good WOW! who would've thought huh? lol smooches : - )))

unbitten

WOW SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED SINCE I LAST WROTE SOMETHING .... AND I FEEL A NEW BEGINNING COMING AND I COULD CARE LESS ABOUT ANYONE OR THING I KNOW I'M BEING SELFISH BUT FOR ONCE I FEEL NO SHAME FOR IT .... I LOVE MYSELF TO MUCH TO LET ME DOWN .. ANYWAYS I'M FEELING VERY BITTERSWEET ABOUT COLLEGE I FEEL LIKE IT'S GONNA HELP ME DEVELOP MORE OF WHO IAM ( Read more... )

I HAVE SO MUCH SHIT AS A BURDEN TO ME THINGS ARE HURTING ME SO DEEP! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!!! FUCK EVERY1

FUCK IT

I LOVE MYSELF TO MUCH ....