When I type livejournal.com into my address bar I always accidentally type lovejournal, and then I think about love, and how long I have had this stupid thing. I have had it longer then I have been inlove. That is possibly why I hold onto it. It makes sense in my head ( Read more... )

I was a fish in the desert with out you.

thank you for putting me in warm water.

Ryan ( Read more... )

It actually feels for real. Does it always feel for real? I don't like this ( Read more... )

youtube projection party tonight
15 confirmed guests.
tiny apartment.
ohno!

there are so many words that I want to say& that I could say, but none of them would sound the way I want them too and everything would come out too sobby, or too harsh ( Read more... )

filling voids with boys with beards
maybe getting out of control
ohwell

drunk friend at my door
sad over other bitches
lets smoke a cigarette

having a party sunday
will project youtube
looks like too many people are going to come

hey grandma whats up
you live in portland
it is going to be a long drive

i am drunk
fml
updating

I always thought that ultimately he loved me. Or in the end, when it came down to it none of these things that go on with us would really matter, but I guess I was wrong ( Read more... )

Summer 2008 ( Read more... )

I don't know when things will ever settle down. When will I find friends that don't try to constantly fuck up my life? When will I be mature enough to wake up for school and work on time? When will I finally find the energy to socialize with my shitty friends, while going to school and working? Also, WHATTHEFUCK did I do to them besides get my life ( Read more... )