Ryan:
you're like ben and jerry
Katie:
lol what?
Ryan:
katie and timbull are as to ben and jerry
Katie:
: ) he doesn't think so.
Ryan:
he's kinda a floozie though
like he loves you one day and then doesn't...
then does
Katie:
maybe it is my fault
Ryan:
then doesn't... it's kinda a process for him
?
Katie:
maybe he is right?
: /
idkkk
the other day I realized i loved him unconditionally
like no matter what happens i will love him still. if he murders someone I will be right there with him and love him still
so yeah, that sucks.
Ryan:
yes ur falling pretty hard for him right now
Katie:
since i was 16 : /
Ryan:
yah
Katie:
fml.
Spencer is coming home today. It is really the only thing I have been looking foreword to. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. Just go to school and work and shit. My whole apartment is too clean. I just have to stay busy.
I listen to a lot of James Blunt, which is embarassing.
I'M SOOOO HOLLLLLOWWWWW BABYYYYY
I guess I am still feeling pretty sad. I don't know what to do though.
I am trying to find a new job. That is mostly all I am thinking about these days, and how I can improve myself. I decided also that I am not going to talk to michael anymore. I think that was kind of unfair to tim in some weird twisted way. I don't want it to be unfair to anyone else.
Sunday I had a party at my house. There were quite a few people. I went though quite a bit of vodka. Last night I was drunk by myself off of left over jello shots and was trying to convince dustin to bring tim over to me, but I was unsuccessful. Then I passed out.
Anyways. Here are a few pictures that some people took on sunday.
http://photos-c.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs032.snc1/4308_1045048297980_1578810183_30101514_3281958_n.jpg