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my most favorite feeling is friday night laying in bed and i have a bad dream...and i roll over and poke you and say, "i had a bad dream."
and you hug me until i fall back asleep....
and wake up next to you in the morning knowing i get to do the same thing the next night.
mmm.
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you played the role of superglue when i was falling apart.
i don't know whether to be mad or just completely blow it off like nothing.
but i guess she is your ex girlfriend and in the back of my head that just makes me want to scream.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
that has no effect.
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lately i've been feeling pretty good and i'm not sure what changed.
last week felt like a dream, and like everything i did was fake.
i was tired a lot.
now i think i'm coming down with a horrible case of a chest cold. it sucks and it hurts.
a lot of people around me are changing, and maybe i am, too. i can't decide anything.
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i could stay here all day. but that's not how you feel.
apparently it's not acceptable to fall asleep with a person in a bed. on a saturday night.
but it's okay if you're in a tent.
and it's okay any other time.
blah blah.
i'm sorry.
i didn't do anything.
i am completely innocent.
i love you & i would never hurt you.
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it feels good to give up
In case you haven't heard, I'm all alone
While you're out on the town drinkin' with your friends
You can say all these beautiful things
But they don't mean nothing
You only call me after you've had a few. You only want to hang out when you've got nothing to do.
i could tell from the minute I woke up
It was going to be a lonely lonely
lonely lonely day.
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i'm going to list all the feelings i have...
small
insignificant
annoying
mad
upset
tired
lethargic
inconvenience
i feel right now that i'm so out of touch with everyone over stupid things. i don't feel the same, and i wish i did. i feel excited for vacations, and very down about no breaks in a whole month. i'm excited for fall, and all the things that come ( Read more... ) -
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so yesterday morning i woke up, and thought to myself...
'today is september 23rd......" and i thought for a really long time and i realized why that is permanently scratched into my head...
6 years ago yesterday, mitchell died.
that is so weird to think about it.
i can almost remember that week of time perfectly in my head.
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what a wonderful night.
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i'm here without you baby. but you're still on my lonely mind.
so summer is over.
over, over over.
where the hell did it go? i didn't even do anything.
i went to florida. which ended up being gay.
and then to costa rica. which was very, very fun. but now i am just longing for something like that again, and it pretty much came and went and i don't know what to feel now.
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you are a piece of garbage.
yes, you.