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lately i've been feeling pretty good and i'm not sure what changed.
last week felt like a dream, and like everything i did was fake.
i was tired a lot.
now i think i'm coming down with a horrible case of a chest cold. it sucks and it hurts.
a lot of people around me are changing, and maybe i am, too. i can't decide anything.
i'm too dependent, i need some sort of break, some kind of boost.
i really miss ryan again. i get in these moods where i just want to call him and talk to him. but i really can't do that, because he's half a world away, and i hate thinking about that..
justin sands has become one of my best friends in the last 2 weeks, and i love him.
along with koen.
football is going into level 3 playoffs, and i couldn't be more excited for them.
or the game.
or the breakfast.
ha, ha.
blah.
i lost/someone stole my cell phone last week. i don't know why, but it really bothered me. probably because i could have 3209853285 text messages on there, and on this phone i can have like 20. it's annoying.
i miss my ringtones.
i don't care.
tomorrow is the end of the quarter.
and for some reason i'm not even stressed.
i like it.