New journal. Meaning I won't be using this one anymore. So yeah, add my new journal. _xbladetowrist.

I love you.

I don't get this. I'm not doing anything wrong. I'm not being someone different from myself.

God I'm such a fuck up. No wonder everyone hates me.

Good lord.

I'm sorry to everyone.

I won't be a nuisance much longer. Believe me.

Where are Jill and Alyssia when you need them? I was laughing so hard last night when Jill told me about her being at the ASL show. Ahhh. That was a nice time. My sides were hurting from laughing so hard. I wish I was laughing now. But I'm not.

I feel useless. There is no one in this fucking world who cares about me.

I can't stand this.

I'm fucked up.

People hate me.

I want this to stop.

I want to run away.

I want to get out.

I need to get out.There is nothing going good in my life. There never has been ( Read more... )

I snuck on ( Read more... )

So yeah, I can't be on the computer tomorrow. Because I'm not supposed to be on right now. Haha. So yeah. If you want to talk, you have to call me. So yeah. Thats about it.

I love you.

kthnxbye

My foot is asleep, and it will not wake up ( Read more... )

Today was boring. As usual ( Read more... )

I want to go to the She Walks In Beauty show on Saturday a lot.

She Walks In Beauty = <33333333 x98342579273658023658726385 bajillion

SWIB is the best. Best. BEST. I feel sorry for the kids who have never seen/heard them. They are definitly missing out.

The show on Friday is a no go.

I can't go. This is because of a stupid confirmation thing at 6:30 that I have to go to. But it's at Starbucks which is cool. But I really want to go. I want to see Jill (xscenequeen) and Alyssia (_44caliberheart)!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously chicks, we need to hang out. If you all have Monday off maybe we could meet up somewhere..somehow. You guys ( Read more... )