Jan 15, 2004 19:51
I feel useless. There is no one in this fucking world who cares about me.
I can't stand this.
I'm fucked up.
People hate me.
I want this to stop.
I want to run away.
I want to get out.
I need to get out.
There is nothing going good in my life. There never has been.
I have no best friend. I have no boyfriend. I have no life. My parents hate me. My family hates me. Practically all my friends hate me.
I wish it would stop.
This is complete bull shit.
I am being myself. For those of you who think I'm not.
Believe me. I am.
It's like I'm sinking.
Slowly.
Ever so slowly.
And there is no one who can pull me out.
I'm drowning.
I can't get out. I need to get out. I fucking have to get out.