p.s. i just deleted zack

myspace, livejournal, buddy list, phone book. hesaiditwasmyloss. he's right.............

::::The greatest thing about being with someone who gets you is how communication goes beyond words. Sometimes even just the way they tilt their head can tell you how they're feeling::::

1.  brian was Such an ass tonight. 
-he pissed me off sooo much because one minute he'll send me a text ( Read more... )

i remember when i used to have someone to talk to. you know, about nothing. how no matter what the fight was we would always make up. how he would see me and wrap his arms around me. how on christmas he told me he loved me. how on new years he hated me. remember?... i didnt think so ( Read more... )

Zachary James <3

its me, darling.  i just got home from a 12 hour day. i'm burnt out and it was like a scary dream.  i didnt like today.  not the people, not the game, not the sounds.  and now i sit here in complete silence.. and wonder if it was worth it..

i texted brian and he didnt text back.  he's super lame and that really sucks.

i  havent talked to zack in ( Read more... )

Driving away from the wreck of the day and the light's always red in the rearview Desperately close to a coffin of hope, I'd cheat destiny just to be near you ( Read more... )

its me, hi. i'm sitting here. about to blaze..maybe have a beer..or two. my day was okay. i got lots of clothes. like..lots. brians hot. ryans hot. i heart james. i heart zack. i love katie. i adore you..

wow, i am so tired. today was pretty crazy. it was nice hanging out with alex though.. even if it was for only an hour. brunch people suck, btw. but the night people can be kinda nice. so i did it. i clocked out at exactly 44 hours. i am an O.T. and i am soo proud of myself. brians girlfriend came in tonight. shes very....yea. ima ( Read more... )

Jimmy- i dont even know what to say about him. what he gives me isnt enough and as much as i want to be with him. i dont. everyone keeps saying, "we're meant for eachother" and yes. sometimes i think that too. but... . .this isnt the romeo and juliet that everyones hopeing for. he makes empty promises and i believe him. and that one text ( Read more... )

i wish i had a boy who liked to do girl things like you...