Sep 18, 2005 21:47
wow, i am so tired. today was pretty crazy. it was nice hanging out with alex though.. even if it was for only an hour. brunch people suck, btw. but the night people can be kinda nice. so i did it. i clocked out at exactly 44 hours. i am an O.T. and i am soo proud of myself. brians girlfriend came in tonight. shes very....yea. ima listening to the radio. country. austin. makesmesad. i dont even know. days like this i wanna come home to someone..not want to go back. i need touch. thats what i miss about being with someone...someone to hold. it really sucks being single..its been too long. well...what else. nothing i suppose. im tired. i want to be held. i dont like being alone. countdown rocks. i'm hungry. i should clean. i have to pay bills. i'm broke. i suck, honestly. i'm lame. i adore it. i should go now. today my world is...brian