i don't know why, but i do. i will not say who, even if you ask. but i miss her now, and i am yet to think of a reason why. ive been with others, but i cared for none of them like i did her.
fuck this stupid reason bullshit. i don't need a fucking reason for it. i need only feeling for myself, and i believe i have that reason now.

The elvish has ended for this entry.
I don't really have a whole lot to say, and nothing important enough to me to write it so none can read it basically.
In fact, I don't think that I have anything at all to say.
What the fuck.

Im estel le sereg a' nanda.
Nin oren quantea yassen daeloth.
Ar' yassen i-mor quenti, Im uldor no' lyi.

I tyel caela tul. I luume' a atani sa vanwa.

I amar a edhain nauva lant, ar' ilye nauva tul a morin. namarie, nin veleth. Im n'uma elei lin anta, dara' Gerich veleth nin.

Hiro le hidh ab wannath'.

Im bragorge. Im n'uma cora', dara' Im nauva cael a' na.

A si i-Dhuath u-orthor.

I feel it changing. Day by day the strength gets weaker. If you were to ask me what strength I speak of, I would not be able to tell you. Nor would I be able to tell you why I feel it. All I would could say would be that something is growing stronger, and taking away strength from its latter.
I know it in my heart. The strength of men will

Im sint mani boe a' um. Im boe lemb. Ta sa nin umbar. Dara' u i vethed na i onnad. Im nauva elei le au'. Namarie, mellon nin. Edaved mi, synthra.

Im ediad a' le.

ar vell meni...amin tenkele nauva quenea e' edhellen...

amin mela sa poika...dara' rei nauva nio teni illen..
rei somtea e' samiss rya, dara' rei nauva nio teni illen quenea tuulo' amin anto..
lathynth amin...amin cael olvne amin lat ten' miatan
namarie

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