Why can't I sleep? My mind travels from one life to another, seeking something that I cannot forsee. It seems as if only yesterday I was sleeping fine, but now I have gone weeks without a full, restful night of sleep ( Read more... )

this is probably going to sound really gay (and brett dont you say a fucking word about this ( Read more... )

yeah..i am basically fucked. i need a C in algebra in order to take finite next semester...but i've basically fucked myself over ( Read more... )

so i am a total, and complete dork ( Read more... )

so once again i have no laptop. i am ready to fucking murder everyone at sony. fuck them ( Read more... )

with each passing day, everything just seems to get worse.
dont ask me why...cuz i really have no idea. i feel better about myself sometimes, and at others i feel like dying.
so much shit happening that i really dont want to happen. so many people that i really dont fucking like, but am too big of a pussy to say anything to them about it.

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it is 2:16 AM...and i'm still awake. i don't know why
too much shit goin through my mind tonight i suppose.
i hate it when that happens. everyone knows what im talking about. you are lying in bed, and you can't get that 1 thing out of your head. and it doesnt matter if its good or bad, it just kills you because it won't leave.

one day, our ( Read more... )

I went back to Peoria this weekend. It was good. Nice to see my home again. Met bretts g/f...and goddamnit...she has the most fucking gas i have ever seen in a chick ( Read more... )

It has grown ever appearent that most of the things that i say to people are just fucking jokes. i don't quite understand it, but when I say a serious thing to a person, they just laugh about it, like I'm fucking joking

Fuck you.

if you were to ask me how it happened, i wouldnt be able to answer you. i was doing so good too. goddamnit. it was just a sudden downfall. no fucking warning or anything. It just kind of hit me tonight, and the scariest part is that i could really give a shit less ( Read more... )