Falling into an endless pity of wonder and hope
It's midnight. I'm not even tired. I even took sleeping pills at like..9. I think I am just destined to never sleep again.
I sit and wonder why thoughts run through my head nonstop. I have not the slightest of ideas as to what I'm thinking/worried about. Nothingness in the deep blackness of my mind.
3 more days and I get a weeks break. Maybe that will give me time to sit and figure out why it is that I cannot sleep.
We'll see.
I hate this.
I sit and wonder why thoughts run through my head nonstop. I have not the slightest of ideas as to what I'm thinking/worried about. Nothingness in the deep blackness of my mind.
3 more days and I get a weeks break. Maybe that will give me time to sit and figure out why it is that I cannot sleep.
We'll see.
I hate this.