New fic *WARNINGS*
Ok, so here's the deal: I gave Saga anorexia for this. I don't really think he is, but, you never know. If eating disorders bother you, don't read it, if mentioned self mutilation or suicide attempts bothers you, don't read it, if you don't like Alice nine., don't read it. If you do like those things (WTF?) or they don't bother you, if you read, comments are nice.
Title: In Caelum Intramus (We enter into Heaven)
Author: Meg-chan (xme_chanx)
Pairing: Shou/Saga
Rating: NC-17
Genre: angst, yaoi
Warnings: sex, angst, mentions of self mutilation, anorexia
Disclaimer: I do not own these boys, I wish I did. I do own the story and will use brute force if you steal it. :D
Summary: We were finally together, everything was perfect, and then I found out the truth. He hid so much from me, but I was ok with that if he’d stay with me, promising never to do it again..
X-Posted: My journal, aliceinloveland,
Prologue: Just an Off-Day
I sighed as the Starbucks barista called my name and I grabbed the drink carrier. I walked slowly to the studio, thinking about Saga. He seemed off lately. I was going to surprise him with dinner tonight, hoping it would snap him out of his funk. I ran through a mental list of Saga’s favorite restaurants. Before I realized it I had arrived at the building that housed our studio.
“Sagacchi!” I called as I entered the studio. He had sent me a message to tell me he was here, and I picked up extra coffee for him. I found him glaring at himself in the mirror. He twisted around to look from another angle, sighing and cupping his face in his hands.
“Hey,” I said softly. Saga whirled around with a smile.
“Hi, Shou-chan.” He walked over, wrapping an arm around my waist and giving me a soft kiss. I handed him a cup of coffee. He scrunched up his nose cutely.
“What is it?” He asked. I told him it was a caramel macchiato. He smiled.
“Shou-chan, those are so fattening!” He grinned and walked to his bass. I didn’t notice that he never took a sip.
Author’s Notes:
AIE! This is short… but it’s only a prologue. Uhm, yeah. Hope you like. It will continue. Comments are love! Not beta-read, blah blah… etc.
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