hey look at that livejournal decided to be nice to me for once in my life and actually let me update on my first attempt. so today was a big piece of shit. but thats okay i guess. things could always be worse, im just waiting for that to happen. so whats been going on recently. friday i had people over (including eric) which was fun i guess. ( Read more... )

so this weekend quite honestly has been hell. friday with brizzy was amazing. the brooke annibale concert at borders was just so mellow and it was awesome for me to have time to unwind. i got the lovely bones and we looked for planners, but only found one really hideous one. speaking about planners now i feel like i really need one because i ( Read more... )

so i just realized how i NEVER do my homework. and its getting kind of bad. i woke up this morning and decided to tell my mom that i had a headache and i was going to sleep in until my orthodontist appointment. which brings me to the next point, which is the fact that i get almost no sleep any more. i dont even know why. i mean i have plenty ( Read more... )

i would just like to point out my very special new icon for the time being.

"everybody does it, but nobody talks about it"
"secretttt society! secret societyyyy!"

hooray for cruel intentions!!!!
<3brian

today has been decent. it seemed so miserable after yesterday. it was cold rainy and blah compared to our N.S.E. yesterday. (near summer experience haha) today was strange because i was expecting the pssa's but i remembered that since it was a "half" day we're finishing them tomorrow. and not like it really even was an effing half day. each ( Read more... )

today was decent. got up really late again. gahhh stupid alarm clock and stupid being tired. hah. umm got to school, went in to make up that history test that i hadn't even read the chapter on and prevost was "handling a crisis" with alex stephen so i just sat in his room for QRT and ended up not taking the test. no complaints from me because ( Read more... )

so i dont seem to sleep a lot anymore. i really dont. i just get so upset over everything. so this will be my space and my time to just let it all go okay? okay. well i guess as you all know by now from the lovely orientation spot in myspace that im gay. yes its true. god its like a telephone hour. i knew once a few people found out ( Read more... )

i still have yet to even begin to figure out the world. i mean, i try to be the nicest person i know how to be, and i truly love to see other people happy. but i just dont get why i'm never happy. it kinda feels like i never take time for myself anymore, and that i just dont appreciate myself as a person. i always feel so alone no matter who im ( Read more... )

so as some sort of a murphy's law thing my dog comes up to my room... and decides to play.. right in the little pile of hole punched out circles that i accidentally dumped onto my floor. aaanddd she has like... static electricity or something, so naturally all of the circles just cling to her and her stupid little toy. i love my dog... shes super ( Read more... )

so i stayed home from school today. last night i started feeling like shit; my throat was getting really sore and my sinuses were causing trouble as always. i woke up this morning ready to puke my brains out, but thankfully i kept my scrambled eggs down. haha always pleasant. i just chilled around the house... doing absolutely nothing except ( Read more... )