Forever...:)

when your car gets stolen, right? Fuuuuck! But on the bright side mike myself and my family are alive and in good health and that's what's most important.

I wish me and my Mom were close like we used to be. It really bums me out. Were guna talk about it soon though.

i just got off the phone with jen after like hooours and i dont think ive laughed that much in a very long time. haha. oh and ps. my bf gets girls jumped for dressing girly haha ;]

feeling a little bummy today for no reason. kinda wierd. like i feeeel bummy, but im happy with life. so confusing lol. i finally found some better study materials for school, so thats a step in the right direction. my grades are alright, could be better, but they arent tragic by any means. i think ill apply for financial aid next semester. they ( Read more... )

well this weekend was nuts.friday i picked mike up along with my little boys soccer pictures which ill post later and then went over and marked their field for the next morning. friday night was mikes tia's brothers bday bbq. ate some ribs n shit then when we went to leave (an hr later than i had told mike we needed to) the car wouldnt start. took ( Read more... )

i feel like throwing up. too much to worry about. ugh. but the one thing i think about is how much i love and appreciate him. if i were to lose him, id probably lose myself because he has become part of me and i part of him. its like we are one person or some gay shit like that. point being id do anything for him and regardless of the fuck ups on ( Read more... )

so it seems like weekends have been going by fast lately. my stress level is rather high due to the deadline of the money we need to have together by as early as mid to early november. once that's over then xmas and then I should be home free. I'm sort of disappointed with my lack of efforts in reading for my history class. my last two quizzes have ( Read more... )

feeling proud of all that i am doing in my life as of now. full time student part time work making full time money, volunteering coaching 4 yr old soccer, taking care of finances for two people, the list goes on, but point being im proud to be staying on track. only thing is tonight my nerves are high. not sure why. maybe stress. i hope its gone ( Read more... )

things are getting busy busy busy. last week was so nuts i dont even want to bother typing it all. i had my almost 2 yrs of down time and now its time to start being more active again. waiting for my gym to be done, started coaching a boys soccer team, started school, looking for a new job, and fantisizing about being ready to move to sac. it will ( Read more... )