Sep 24, 2008 15:39
feeling a little bummy today for no reason. kinda wierd. like i feeeel bummy, but im happy with life. so confusing lol. i finally found some better study materials for school, so thats a step in the right direction. my grades are alright, could be better, but they arent tragic by any means. i think ill apply for financial aid next semester. they give out extra money if you support yourself and thatd help on top of not having to pay for my classes and books!!! thatd be super exciting! im glad im doing it on my own to be honest. it makes me such a better person, just like my dad. my last semester was crappy so dad said im on my own financially regarding school. i totally agree and respect that! my plan for sac state should work well. only 4'gs a yr. mike and i could cover it by then no problem, but if my parents can too thatd be rad. im working hard and hoping by the time i get my associates, maybe id qualify for some scholarships or grants like my dad did. i totally look up to him for putting himself through school with good grades and when those ran out paying himself all while having a family and being a kick ass dad and husband and working too. if i could be half the person my dad is then ill be happy. i love my family.
working things out for our LA trip to the bully bash and im super stoked. super stressed money wise, but super stoked to go. and the next day me and the hunny, dru his hunny, and carlos and a couple other 91west members are guna hit up magic mountain. so stoked. a bunch of adults running around riding roller coasters like little kids! it will be some good bonding time with the 91 west fam.
all in all im looking forward to the future and never behind at the past(unless of course were reminessing (sp?) on fun times weve had!) =]