SO i feel like 20 pounds over weight, ugghh....i reallly need to DO something so i stop eating out of bordom. I'm watching Billy Madison, great, great movie:). My sister is staying here tonight after work, yeeay! so i wanna stay up and wwait for her....like around 3am, Ugh, crappy hours. Oh well, its worth it i only see her like once a week. So i' ( Read more... )

I HATE THIS GOD DAMNED COMPUTER, ONCE AGAIN I HAVE JUST TYPED A LONG AS ENTRY AND IT SCREWED UP ON MY SO I'M GOING TO BULLET MY DAY YESTERDAY, AND TODAY INSTEAD OF DETAILED WRITING ( Read more... )

OKay so today has sucked rediculously. I slept all morning and then had breakfast with my mom around 11ish, a lazy day, (once again) and everything was fine, until she started asking me about last night and i started to get upset and then i just started saying all these things that i have never told her before, BIG things, and she was shocked but ( Read more... )

okay i just typed a huge, HUGE entry and then my computer froze on me and i lost everything, and now i just seem like i cant type a damn thing..... i guess its better that way, if i just dont say anything, and just hide in the dark...oh well, its back to pretending everythings just A-OK, and just say i;m fine and nothings wrong..... whatever i'm ( Read more... )

okay so after my falling apart episode, stuff got a little bit better. I worked last night 5 to 8 and then went to Taylors b-day party and it was fun, it was the fisrt time that i have left my house to do an activity for like ever, it was cool, my lover Jacqui was there :) and oh yea, that guy who i always bitch about too, Johnny, lol, so it was a ( Read more... )

okay i cant fucking stand this anymore, all i do is sit on my ass at home, with nothing to do, just pissed off cuz everyone else is having a grand ol' time and then i have to listen to them come back to me and tell me how much fun they had. I hate this feeling, i'm so fucking depressed and i cant change anything, i was with my mom and her friends ( Read more... )

okay so today was my first official day of work at papa gino's, well i guess its my second day, but i went out by myself driving today, and it went by so quick! I only worked 12 to 4 but it went by real fast, its the easist job i've ever had, u drive your own car, u get 7bucks an hopur plus tips and reimbursment for every trip you make for your gas ( Read more... )

So yesterday, as i was watching TV i heard my mom yelling upstairs, so i ran upstairs, and stepped into a puddle. My mom some how, (i have no idea how)just FORGOT to turn off the sink when she went into the shower and left a face cloth in the sink and the bathroom flooded, and water flowed out into our hall, and everything in the drawers and ( Read more... )

So i went to papa ginos today for my job paperwork, and i go out tomorrow with my boss Ira, hes this really cool old guy and hes gonna show me the ropes for delivering pizza....yea i'll have to take nots becuase it just seems sssoooooo hard to bring a pizza to some kids door.....right. well once again i am home by myself, no love for the Italian ( Read more... )

well at least we realized who we are and what we need in life. I ran back to him because i missed him as a person, and yes the kissing and other...(u know) helped cuz it was fun, but i missed the friendship and companionship the most, when we were together the other night at his house, we could both tell it didnt seem right but nothing was said it ( Read more... )