college and life in question
So i went to papa ginos today for my job paperwork, and i go out tomorrow with my boss Ira, hes this really cool old guy and hes gonna show me the ropes for delivering pizza....yea i'll have to take nots becuase it just seems sssoooooo hard to bring a pizza to some kids door.....right. well once again i am home by myself, no love for the Italian girl.. Its all good i saw 1 of my favorite movies today, Xmen, the first one, although i do like X2 a little more, but its cool. So i'm sitting here trying to think about college, oh yea that think kids do after they graduate. well, i have no idea i still want to go art orientated, and i sometimes wonder, what would have happened if i HAD gone to Salem, for an art major, i mean, i DID get into the art dept., i just never sent my reply....i dunno, for some reason i feel like i need to know what i want to do for the rest of my life, and i know that sounds weird considering i never want to know what will happen in my life, i just let it roll, and life will take its toll, the good the bad and the ugly, my future does not quarentine me until i get stuck in that corner office at age 26, no way uh-uh...homie dont play that game. I guess i should just go for whatever and figure it out on the way, but it just seems like i need to know or something..well i hope this year off of school will enlighten me to do great things, i just dont know what they are yet. Maybe i'll travel, and paint expressionistic painting s of Jacqui and make a million bucks with my painting at the Guggenheim museum of fine arts in New York, or Berlin, or Tokyo, or create a cubism portrait of Brees personality, and have the emotion so confused and intricate, i dunno, okay i should stop, if your're still reading this you're probly like okay what the hell is she talking about??, so sorry, i dunno, i'm just confused with life right now... everyones out having fun, the movies,.the beach sunset, bowling, shows, wherever, i think i'll go lock myself up stairs and paint for the rest of the night, hell, maybe i'll try and paint a masterpiece of my life.....