so when you no longer have a best friend because they hate you over something stupid and you dont have a boyfriend to talk to....who do you talk to that you can trust? noone is what i have learned. since me and angela have been fighting, things just suck. i no longer have that friend who i could tell everything to and go cry too. its been 3 weeks, ( Read more... )

yes hi, that would totally be me. i have decided that alochol solves all problems and tastes very very good. that and Angela came back from England for another summer fo fun at six flags. lol so since shes been back, i think have been drunk more in the past few weeks than an entire semseter at school. like i said, ive been drinking alot. im tired ( Read more... )

so last week i promised a venting update....yeah well I'm slow. sorry ( Read more... )

i ahve a lot of ranting to do and not enough time rite now. so i shall commence later when i dont ahve to waste my lunch break entering orders instead of meeting some friends like planned. wtf. whatever ( Read more... )

SHIT!!!!!!!!!

ok, that's all i'm saying for now. lets jsut say things seem to be getting worse and worse rite now. this is not good.

and that was my quick update, now i gotta go make a memo. :/

so by now you should all know how much i dislike my job. well tues, things got worse. so im driving to work tues morning...early for once....only to get breakfast on the way. and im 10 min on the road...and my thermostat says my car is overheating. now mind u, tues was 80 here, but still no humidity yet, so no reason at all the car should be that ( Read more... )

so yeah i'm sitting around at work doing nothing yet again. my boss strolled in at 9, must b nice since i have to b here at 8. but he strolled in at 9 and hasn't said a word to me yet. i went down to see him cause maybe i could do something instead of sitting around being bored, but yeah no. so i spent my morning organizing the bills i need to pay ( Read more... )

so between having non-stop nightmares lately plus being miserable at work, im hitting my depressed stage again. not good. and the nightmares are weird, i really dont want to discuss the ones that are really bothering me, but a funny one, well most of you won't get but friday night i had a nightmare that all the WAWA's in NJ disappeared. i woke up ( Read more... )

so i went to visit jeff in CA from the 15th-21st. it was the greatest week/weekend ever. i had sooo much fun. his buddies wanted to go to san diego for the weekend but 2 of them wanted to ride their motorcycles down and they wanted jeff to go too, but the only issue was me. so we compromised. i rode on the back of one of his buddies bikes, since ( Read more... )

so hers my question, how can you do work when your boss hasn't taught you shit. but when he leaves for a sales meeting that i was suppose to go to!!! and expects me to know everything. umm no. ive been here almost 4 months now and ive learned nothing. i'm treated more like a secretary than an engineer. ive tried asking for engineering work, but my ( Read more... )