Jason wants a SERIOUS relationship. He's in it for the long run. It kinda scares me though. I've been telling myself..and other people (lol) that I want a SERIOUS boyfriend..to really 'settle down' with someone. And, by that, I DONT mean marrying them! He's a complete gentlemen..but, aren't they all AT FIRST? yeh, I thought Paul was a gentlemen too ( Read more... )

I hate everybody right now. I just wish I could go away somewhere..so far..by myself. No bullshit..no lying..no STANDING UP! yeh, that was out to Paul. who, made plans with me tonight..earlier this week..on Monday. Well, I called him like an hour ago..and he said he was still at work. I was like, "so are we not hanging out?" He said, "I dont know.. ( Read more... )

wow..what can I say? It has been SOME night. Amanda's mom is cool as hell..we went shopping at 4seasons..I never realized how small Oak Hollow was...untill I stepped into the center of 4seasons...and felt as though I were in some fancy lil mansion. sad..this I know. I'm a small lil country girl..who spends most of her 'shopping' hours at WalMart. ( Read more... )

omg...so much so much ( Read more... )

this is probably like the 4th time i've updated today..but ne wayz ( Read more... )

Is it just me....or is everybody else tired of their shit popping up on someone's 'friends' page? when..they're not even on your friend's list? What in the hell is the point in having a friends list..so only they can see it? because, all they have to do is go to someone else's page...and it's right there in front of them. I cant write ANY thing to ( Read more... )

this is the bea-utiful car my mom is getting for christmas....tell me what you think????


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why cant i have someone who loves me? who really loves me. someone who is cool with my friends..cool with not being with me 24/7..and when we ARE together..it's not an obligation..but because we choose to. I'm terrified of actually finding someone like this..because i won't believe it's true. I'll think it's just another mirage to confuse me.. ( Read more... )

okay..me, jen, hugs, and Q went bowling tonight! lol... We stopped at the 'haunted' bridge in Jamestown to take pictures. i think Q and hugs were afraid. Me and Jen had to keep them straight..lol. I have no clue what i want to do tommarow..i think i may do...?????? what the fuck...i dont know. this girl dianna is supposed to hang out..i dont think ( Read more... )

i can tell he wants to tell me...to let me know. so, why doesnt he? he may be suprised that i like him too. for once, i find a guy im not just 'attracted' to..but..who's cool. but, maybe if i mess with a 'friend'..ill ruin everything i have now. he drops hints..all night..but, still...i say nothing. maybe im afraid of what my friends will think... ( Read more... )