I miss a lot of things right now. Well, a few things. A couple. I just feel like I'm dead ending. I dunno. . . .

I gotta get back to my duties in Taking Back Sunday now as Sullivan has told me.

A click and a flash ( Read more... )

I have felt so lost this past week. My stuff is everywhere which bothers me and home doesn't feel like home. It just feels like a place with all my junk in it. I don't even want to unpack it. I want it to go right back into F7. I guess time has really got to heal this one but it needs to hurry. One silver lining that has happened this week was a ( Read more... )

A lot has happened to me in this room. A lot of good and a lot of bad. A lot of secrets and many firsts. Friends made, relationships ending-beginning-ending again, hearts broken, hearts healed. I won't forget any of it. Thats something I can promise all of you.


( Read more... )

Faded tissues
Getting no sleep
Lay my head down
She walks back again

She takes her knife out
Eyes alert now
Holds my hands out
Cuts out the wrists

Please forgive me
It wasn't easy
Tears afraid
She sews me backup

Don't forget this
I'm the greatest
Lay my head down
She walks back again

It's all ending now

You were all I had
I wasn't all you needed
Just to lay side by side
Lost in the moments
They felt so alive
I was once so proud
To say that you were mine
This is how you want it now
But this is dragging on
This is dragging on
For way too long

I sat up all night
Watching those claps in the clouds
Wishing that you were here
How long must I wait
I drove by your place
Got a little wet
Thought about love
Thought about change
Thought about those eyes
That were totally mine

Je vous manque
Je vous manque
Je vous manque

I got an internship today in Decatur at Clear Wave Studios. http://www.clearwavestudio.com I start in the fall. I'll have to move somewhere around there because the drive from Florence to Decatur is just too much in one day including traffic and gas prices 4 days a week. Living alone ( Read more... )

School is kicking my ass this semester. Seriously. I've never had to write so many papers in one semester. I'm going to have to drop a class which I wasn't planning on doing and that screws up a lot for me this fall. Having to go to one class a week and trying to do an internship is going to suck esp. since I don't even know where I want to live or ( Read more... )

This Valentines Day was LJ worthy, to say the least. Kim got me so much more than I expected. She really was wonderful to me this Valentines Day. I am absolutely, 100% happy that I was with her again for this holiday. This was our 2nd year to do Valentines Day together. I felt pretty bad because I could not get her everything I wanted to the day of ( Read more... )