Man...last night...I don't know ( Read more... )

You can't say you don't want to deal with drama if you're the one creating it.

I always kinda wondered if I'd die of an overdose.
YOU'D FINALLY BE HAPPY ASSHOLES.

"I don't know what to say to that. Except to remind you that the world doesn't owe you anything. It's really hard to try and deal with everything at the same time. You are not the only one who has to. You contradict yourself...You say you're there for me all the time, then say "You're too busy with your own shit..." You're like that with a lot of ( Read more... )

Today was alright. I feel kinda empty lately, but I'm functioning. But just barely ( Read more... )

and as for you, I tried, so hard. I was so nice, and took all of your shit...
...but no more.
You lose.
I'm giving up.

...Asshole. If you want nothing to do with me...
...then I want even less to do with you.
Although I do want you to be happy...

:) With that said...
Later.

Morning = Fight with mom and sister about stupid stupid things, my sister's stupid laundry habbits, her irresponsibility, my family's tendency to blame me and think I'm a liar. Bad times ( Read more... )

Oh man...it is so fucking beautiful out right now. It's that quiet humid withdrawn it's so gonna rain summer type day ( Read more... )

I wanted to start fucking with whatever old meds I have until I can talk to my doctor...but I have to go to work tomorrow and I guess I can't risk it...
Oh damn, I definitly need something, and now.
And this time a boy totally won't cover it.
And that's serious!
:)

Clock it...12:30 am...I AM SO BORED...I tried to go to bed like an hour ago, just did the whole toss and turn thing for a while and OMF I am soooooooo unimaginably bored I just want to um... well sleep, so I can wake up and do it all over again? There's something to look forward to ( Read more... )