Lately I've been feeling so empty, cold, and very alone. I just am lingering on thoughts of suicide. An easy way to put this dying dog down. No matter how I see my life I dont see it getting better. I hate this feeling, it's total fucking agony. Most of the time I feel fucking worthless like why should anyone love or give two shits who cares if I ( Read more... )

So yeah I started my new job. I hope to get my fucking car fixed soon and start getting tattooed again. I never write in this thing anymore. Lately I've just been depressed and shit moping around and stuff yea I'm done whining about it for now.

So I got my car running today. I'm still sure theres a couple things wrong with it. It's not the engine though its pretty fixable. So yeah I hope I get the rest fixed later.

I GOTTA GET AWAY, THE TENSION IS WEARING THIN, TRAPPED IN THIS FUCKING PLACE, I NEED SOME FUCKING RELEASE MAN, SHIT HAS GOTTEN TO ME AND ITS MAKING ME WISH I WAS GONE, GO SOMEWHERE OFF IN THE LANDS, THIS SHIT HAS GOTTEN TO MUCH, ALL THE FUCKING TIME I THOUGHT IT'D GO AWAY, BUT MY FUCKING LUCK IT'S HERE TO STAY, I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS PLACE, I ( Read more... )

IM SO SICK OF EVERYONES FUCKING EXCUSES I WANNA TEAR THEM DOWN

I'm starting to think I'll never be happy again. Life isn't as cool as it was 3 years ago. I wish I had a time machine, I'd hop into it and just go back. I have a tendency to dwell on how the past is so much better then the present and the future. Shits changing too much. I miss being a kid. Remembering the first show I went to and how everyone was ( Read more... )

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LIVING HERE CHICAGO SUCKS ITS INFESTED WITH STUPID ASS HOES!!!!!

Yeah long drives at 1am in the morning down an open quiet road are pretty funny. I started to think about stupid shit well actually I was thinking how I'm fine with myself and the world around me. That I should stop looking and just be content with whats in front of me.

I'm so fucking sick of life I'm sick of everything nothings going right everyone fucking sucks